Its the 22nd of December

I'm sick again. Which makes me angry and tired. I hate being sick! And it is summer! This is NOT supposed to happen! But then again, I get to drink Lemsip. So I guess we're even...

I'm going away to Wanganui in 2 days. Well more 1 and a half days. I have bought no presents. Whatsoever. Though that's mainly because Christmas has kind of snuck up on me, and it seems other people too. Busy worrying about money, exams, friends and other such atrocities. My birthdays snuck up on me too, but then again it is 3 days after Christmas so its kind of a package deal. A very fattening, sugary package deal at that too.

LEMSIP! Yay!

I have a $20 gift voucher for Westfield. I'm not sure whether to spend it on more hair bows, nail polish or a gift for someone.



Decisions decisions... Well I have tonight and tomorrow to decide, because I'm going shopping with my Mommmm tonight and with my friend Mana tomorrow.
Hopefully neither catch my lurgy.
But I'm sure if they did, they'd be greatfull for the excuse to drink lemsip :D

A fire that burns

Dayuum. I seem to be posting a lot more frequently.
9 days until my birthing day. Then another 3 days until NYE! Anyone keen to hang on New Years, as the party Jay and I were going to go to is too inconveniently far away. In some place in south Auckland. And so therefore I'm going to organise something myself! With drinks and my house. But it will have to be a small shenanigans.



That's what's going to happen. Pretty awesomee.
Yeah oh and we're wearing party hats, except Jay who's chasing after my Rabbits.

Its Saturday and my Mums in the house, which is annoying because she keeps coming into my room going "EMILY DO THIS! EMILY DID YOU DO THAT! EMILY DO YOU WANT THIS?"
Because she's cleaning, which I think is silly because my sister and my Dad are out, so she assumes that me and her can clean the WHOLE HOUSE. But no I am at my little lappy blogging to you lot.

Oh I made a new vlog. The audio's terrible and I'm quite fuzzy. But I have things to say! So it counts..

I have new neighbours, the woman has an obnoxiously loud nasal voice, and all the removal men have those brutish Kiwi Accents where they all say "bru" lots.

"yeah bru, just move that couch over there aye"

Yeah well supposedly they have kids. Of baby-sitting age, win for me? I actually haven't baby-sat yet, even though I'm almost 16 but that's ok. I guess now I'll be all mature to parents and such, and I can charge $5 an hour, so parents will be all WOW cheap. Then I'll make moneys and buy things. Like highheels. And floral skirts.

Oh the things I want.

Darkness Darkness

Ok fuck it.

You have have HAVE to listen to this song.




I cannot stop LISTENING to it!! Its by Miike Snow, called Animal.

Shit Bru

Dear lord its almost Christmas! This means I have to buy/make presents.
I think I should do a combination of both! But what... That shall be the mystery!
Though I'm sure Jay already knows what he's getting. A $280 holiday with me! Yayyyy!

Yeah I'm no longer upset. That shit from the last post was all sorted. Well apart from the not being able to suck on cherry pits then swallow them when I get pissed off at them.

One of the reasons I am not upset is due to spending a lovely day with Jay yesterday! We watched a movie called "Be Kind, Rewind" which is set in New Jersey and is about their "sweded" videos. We had a mighty issue about the size of the beanbag and who gets what, but we ended up sitting on the floor and leaning on the beanbag, so its OK :p
Then we ate crazy toasties you put in the oven and are only one sided, I forgot what they're called... Yeah well they had AVOCADO in them, which was pretty exciting. I hate avocado, except with something else, like in sushi and sandwiches and other such delicacies. While Jay was making those delicious things I watched the re-run of glee. It would seem to be quite addictive in a 'the voice in the back of your head says "this is actually really shit Emily!"' kind of way... But hey what else are you supposed to do when your boyfriend is making toasties and arguing with his Dad. Then we went and watched the first bit of Sin City. I was really surprised I didn't freak out, as it would seem a bit gory, apart from the fact its done in graphic-novel style. Thats quite cool.
Yeah so it was nice, and then Jay walked me to the bus stop and I got to wear his jumper ^^

I really should have breakfast now... Its 10:20, and I woke up an hour ago.

She promised and said

I'm pretty upset right now...

So upset I'm just sitting and playing solitaire endlessly.

And am adding to my depressed mood by always failing the game.

And that little window comes up saying "there are no more moves" and an option to end or start again, even though it counts as a loss either way.

Why I am upset you may ask? Good question. Heaps of things.
I was told off for eating cherry pits. Supposedly it will kill me according to my Grandma, though I've been eating plum pits and cherry pits and all kinds of large hard seeds in fruit for most of my life, and I've been fine for the past 16 years.
Also I was called a slut. Well a past slut. No longer a slut but a slut in the past, and this person who called me this was only telling me so I'd "realise my past" and so I'd think about it every time I was upset at someone, so I'd go 'Hang on a minute, I was a slut previously, therefore I have no right to be upset at this person, because the fact I was previously a slut means I cannot, whatsoever, be upset at another human being.'
Even though the definition of a slut is having sex with a lot of people, frequently.
And we all know that's a lie.
They also bought up the fact I kissed 10 girls at a party at the start of the year. That is a lie, it was 5. And 3 were just a peck on the lips. (Yes I know I have said it was 10. But I have counted and it was pretty much 5, give or take 1. And I have told this person this, but no they remain adamant it was 10, even though they weren't even there.)(Oh and they told me it was OK to do that. Yeah that's a super big giveaway...)
So really what this person was trying to achieve just made me upset at them. Therefore the opposite happen, but really if you were told you used to be a slut, you wouldn't automaticly go 'Wow I'll stop being upset at people.'
No, it would just make you upset.

In all, when this person comes to my house tomorrow. I'll shut the door in their face, or not go to their house, until they apologise.

Oh and a footnote, this person also called me a tub. What a great day this has been.

Last night

Last night was Christmas in the park, it was pretty cool.
I didn't really watch the screen though, we were sitting on the hill that you cant see anything from because its the only place there aren't po-pos. Things I did that night:

x Drunk a lot.
x Awkwardly txted Jays ex saying I knew where she was.
x Chased after my ex because he hit me in the back really hard with a glowstick. I totally should have threw something at him instead.
x Watched some pretty fireworks.
x Didn't watch the screen.
x Ate SOYA KETTLE CHIPS. Highlight of my night.

Pretty much. Here's some photos to go with this: